I don’t know what to do

The self deprecation is over whelming

Today I will take the steps to feel better

Step 1: turn on music. Take a shower.

First Full Moon 2014

I haven’t blogged in forever so I decided a 2014 update was due, and what better time than the day after the year’s first full moon! I think I might blog after every full moon, that is, if Jason and I keep up our plans to do something special every full moon. Last night was pretty cute. After school, we cleaned up and did laundry and then jetted over to my place to visit with my moms. He wanted to do mini-golf, which usually bores me, but it was actually so much fun. The moon was shining, he was kicking my ass at mini-golf, love was in the air. Haha. Then it started pouring and we had to run for shelter and ended up kissing in the rain. “Just like a movie” hahaha. 

I’m very happy with my life right now. I’m back in school. I have two jobs. I have a wonderful boyfriend (yes… boyfriend now) and everything is eerily calm. I don’t have a sense of worry nor the fear of failure anymore. I’m really truly happy. It’s very simplistic. It’s a bit weird though. The lack of drama. I still have to cause a little hiccups here and there. You know, it just happens. But… I don’t know man..

I like my life. I’m gunna post some pictures too. That’s what you’re supposed to do with these things right?


I want a smoke and I want to get drunk and I want to be kissed and I want to feel something