Whoops I did it again…

5 a.m. 

just got home

I hope I can sleep

someone come snuggle me to sleep

or call n tell me stories until I fall asleep

either or would be nice

damnit.

I think I’m just nervous or scared or… unsure 

so i’m over thinking

and over reacting 

and self sabotaging

and being irrational

because those are all things that I do 

What am I even doing anymore?